" I think there's definitely ups and downs no matter who you are and one of the things I think those help me out -- I've I've always looked at this. Calero is good as you did your last race ought never looked out of him champion on the Indianapolis 500 winner Alan I'm a guy -- like you are trying to. Try to make it over here and obviously. You know when I went back and look at it we had tough times last year it was not easy. And we definitely took Harlem and you know have the black guys that through it all that stuff book. We continued to you know about for -- I'm glad that. Penske racing -- one stood behind me and you continue to have faith mean we had glimpses of of hope there you know at times last year where we had and -- Enron but. You know for the most part it was not what it was it wanted but yet this year we're still not where we need to be yet and and I -- smart enough don't know that we'll continue to work hard -- I feel like I learn more about the cars and -- to relate you know and have enjoyed the challenge -- this is provided me and that's exactly why did as I looked at it is this something that's going to be tough. Yet there's going to be days that I fail miserably at it but you know. What kind of person when I'd be if I didn't do hundred and keep trying to do it even though I knew it was going to be tough and I knew how hard days -- behind us. I I tried to learn that time things went bad I didn't really lose confidence I just can't quite figure out how to make myself better what do white need to learn to be able. To get us -- better finishers than. -- process I think that that's probably why the 48 team is as successful as they are because it seemed like no matter where they're at they're they're never right along they're always trying to -- something -- trying to make themselves better and yeah that's the Jets news to have top. For the -- in the is I wanted to try to try to be in the top twenty points I keep looking and we had a couple races problem -- with. Here in the last couple weeks with Talladega and Darlington. Talladega we got caught up -- you know something that we currently control. Arlington -- in the state. You know got a guest all of it but I think at the top twenties so realistic goal by look at the wins the points are. If we keep running like we are there's no reason why we should be able to finish in the top fifteen point so. With that being that it we've got a lot of work ahead of us yet I've been joint when I'm doing and not you I think our team's going to continue to batter. This year after running well at places like Phoenix Richmond. Places where you really have to get the car handling coming off the quarterly good runs on the straightaway that's really what pocono is -- about you know be able of them were straightaway is so long there that you have to -- the corner really well to be -- about past people to be -- keep you behind you so. I'm really looking forward to -- I like the track like challenge it is it's unlike anything that we run anywhere else on the Sprint Cup circuit. And I just really look at sports I think that one notch their own room while the weekend."